Who I am

I want someone to love me for who I am. I want someone to need me. Is that so bad?
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(The writer of this line may only be 17 but he's one smart cookie)
Check out the Who I am video and you'll see. It is a very touching video.

Hollywood's Not America

No matter how much I love movies and the actors that star in them just for us slubs viewing pleasure, I wonder how much they're really giving.

Is this what they wanted to do when they were little? Did Matt Damon want to be Jason Bourne when he was 12? Did Johnny Depp aspire to star in every Tim Burton film ever when he got into the acting business? Did Lindsey Lohan picture her life going to shit after she was successful at 11?

It makes me wonder what these talented people wanted to be when they were younger. I highly doubt all of them would say that they wanted to act when they were just little tykes. I'll bet that there was a huge chunk of these people who wanted to be a doctor and that's what they strived for long ago. How did they get thrown into this life?

I have nothing against the life style that these actors have. I just hope that this is what they want. I mean who enjoys paperattsi creeping behind bushes just to take a picture of them eating? (They act like this is something so intriguing) I really can't stand the idea of people making money by exploiting those who are famous. I would get really sick of it. But then again I'm not famous so I really have no say.

But what I'm basically trying to say through all of this is that I think they're champs. All actors, no matter how talented (or not talented and for some reason are famous...cough cough...Kristen Stewart) or how diva-like or walk around with a stick up their ass or are deep down a genuine person are all champs in my book.

Here's to you [Insert an actor of your preference]

"They didn't act like people and they didn't act like actors. It's hard to explain. They acted more then they knew they were celebrities then anything else."

Don't psychoanalyze me!

I heard this quote from a song and at first it didn't phase me but now that I listened to it over and over again, it really started to make me angry. It goes a little something like this:
"Maybe I'm wrong, you decide. I should have been strong, yeah I lied."

Ok, first of all why in the hell would you want someone else to decide if you're wrong or not?!?! I being a person who does not like to be proven wrong would not want someone telling me that I was wrong. So why would you leave it up to another person whose judgement is so incompetent compared to your own? I tell ya. This just aggravates me. Oh and the whole, I should have been strong part. Yeah ok, what the hell does that mean? How is lying to someone not make you strong? Does it mean that only the weak lie? I think not. I am not weak and admittedly I lie on occasion. Lying is a way of life. I am not preaching to anyone by saying that lying is okay because it's not. It's really not cool but if lying for a good reason makes you...well lie then I don't see how you're weak in this sense. I think in that case you would be made stronger by lying for someone if it was for a good reason.

Maybe I'm just over analyzing this song a bit too much. I mean the next line after that is "Nobody gets me like you." So I guess I may have been going a little bit crazy thinking about this. Oh well. I'll get over it.

Top O' Da Mornin' to ya! (Okay I guess it's the afternoon, but I don't know how that would be said in Irish.)

Some kind of Wonderful

Actually, it's 7 kinds of wonderful.

I have decided that it will be my life goal to visit the 7 Wonders of the World. I shall end up in these places before I die or else. (I don't really know what the or else is but you know...)

I will officially be visiting:
Chichenitza in Mexico
The Taj Mahal in India
Petra in Jordan
The Christ Redeemer in Brasil
Colusseum in Italy
The Great Wall of China
Machu Pichu in Peru.

Wish me luck! This is gonna be a fun time. =]

Religious or Superstitious? That is the question

While I'm walking back from Soc I run into Alec who was having a very intense conversation with some girl. He then interrupts her and starts talking to me. It went down as such:

Alec (To me): "What do you do when you blow an eye lash?"
Me: "You make a wish..."
Alec (To the girl) "Aha!"
Girl (getting annoyed since she was proved wrong): "Whatever, I'm not religious!"
Alec (Laughing): It's not religious, it's superstitious!"

Some people are really dumb sometimes. I've really noticed that. I mean come on! How can you think that blowing an eyelash has anything to do with religion? Seriously...I just don't get some people.

Speaking of people, have you eve had one of those encounters with people who you know but don't really know but kinda of feel obligated to say something to them or at least acknowledge their presence? Well I have. And it happens to be from the same person. I see him almost everyday now and whenever we make eye contact he just gives me this dirty look, or makes a weird face at me. I mean I don't really acknowledge him that much or if at all since he does this stuff. But I have noticed that he has a new bromance. I see he has moved on from guys or color to guys of white. Hahha. I think I shall say that from now on. (People of white) Anyways, I find it very hilarious that he attached himself to these guys. I wonder when a girl will come along and break them up....it's only a matter of time. And then he will have found a new male friend.

"May you live in interesting times." -The Chinese Curse

Man it's good to be someone

Today was a very interesting day.

I mean first of all I was almost bored to tears in English where what's her face (I shall not name any names) was again being a bitch and acting like she can teach the class better then the actual professor. I mean the teacher is a bit....but still. She should know better not to talk down to a teacher.

Zoology was fine today and I saw profile guy again. Oh he's just so cute. =] And Athavi drew me some really nice drawings today. It really made everything great until Fernanda (girl one, not my house fellow Fernando who Tia thinks is super cute. He's not bad on the eyes if I do say so myself.) told me that we have a quiz on friday. Apparently we're going to be having a quiz every friday from now on. And that just reminded me more of the fact that I have to meet with my tutor for the first time on Friday. Oh gosh. I won't survive. I wonder if he's cute. hmm..I think that might be a bad thing. but you know.

Oh and I had my people interview today. I was super nervous for it but I think it went well. It wasn't too nerve-wracking like I thought it would be. But you know it's still an interview. And Lenard was there interview me and other people. (He's a cutie too) and I saw J-Furr come in just as I was about donw. I hope hers went well too. Tia's nervous about hers. She'll do great! We all will!

Oh and I watched the Season finale of white collar last night. AMAZING SHOW!! And Matt Bomer who play Neal Caffrey is friggin sexy as heck! OW OW!! I heard he's gay but I shouldn't really be a part of the rumor mill. So yeah don't think anything of it. I DIDN'T SAY ANY OF THIS!! Alright now that that's settled.

I have this amazing song stuck in my head. It's called Someday by Rob Thomas. It's AMAZING!! (I find myself saying that a lot). So listen to it. it's great!

"You can go. You can start all over again. You can try to find a way to make another day go by."

New Love or infatuation

So I'm sitting here at my desk not really doing anything. But I glanced over and saw the flier from the 100 Monkeys concert that me and the peeps went to last Thursday (disclaimer: THE BEST NIGHT EVER) and I have come to the conclusion...

MOHAWKS ARE SUPER SEXY!!! Especially on Jared. He is just a sight to see. OW OW! And I got his autograph not to mention a picture where he actually touched my shoulder!

I am a very happy person right now. =]

I like to multi task

I eavesdrop and people watch at the same time. It's a very fun past time of mine. I've discovered it more in college since there are so many people here. People find it strange but I think it's extremly funny. People are insane. Even Johnny Depp says so, so it must be true.

So today in discussion for Zoology 151, which by the way I don't even know why I'm in that class to begin with. It's so friggin annoying but according to my AAP advisor, I can do. Which in my opinion is so wrongfully wrong, it's just sick. But what can you do. But I guess on the plus side I'm getting a tutor for that class since you know I bombed for first exam. Big surprise there. But you know what? I had requested a tutor to my advisor a month ago and I just got one now. I wonder what would have happened if I had gotten I tutor before this bitch-tastic exam. But apparently according to my advisor and Katherine Friend (I wonder if she is actually friendly. I have never actually met said person, all I know is that I get a lot of emails from her and she has my first name so she must be awesome) my paper work was "misplaced". Oh yeah right, for a month? I don't think so. I just think my advisor hates me.

Anyways back to the point. I was in discussion and I was not going the assignment that we were supposed to be doing. But what are you gonna do when the teacher hands you a work sheet and then just sits back and watches everyone do it. It's a 50 minute class and I ended up leaving a while later and I was kicking myself for not having left 45 minutes before. But while I was there, I listened to the people around me and they were having a very interesting conversation about hitting deer with their cars. One kid whose name I don't know said something about actually slapping a deer. I mean who does that? I don't really know if I believe him but you know it was a good laugh. And then another girl started talking about a deer hitting her car (I think the only reason she started talking was to be a part of this conversation) and her story sounded a lot like what happened to Rory Gilmore in Gilmore Girls when she was hit by a deer. A little suspicious? I think so. But then again she was surrounded by guys so they would have no idea that that show even existed with the exception of my brother who always says when that theme song comes on "Aw, how gay."

Oh and the other day Tia and I were having a conversation about hands and pockets. I thought that is was very tragic to think about not having pockets. Personally I love pockets. But on my way to Zoology lecture (really, I mean really?) I saw this guy swinging his arms so flambouyantly I laughed out loud. I don't think anyone heard me but it really made my day. I should really tell Tia about that.

"I think everybody is NUTS, to tell you the truth. I think everybody is ABSOLUTELY OUT OF THEIR HEADS all the time. Watch people sometimes, just watch people. People are ABSOLUTELY INSANE! They just are. Look at us!" - Johnny Depp
(I have really taken this quote to heart)