Monday, May 28, 2012

I'll Remember

the way that you saved me...

I know it's a week late but I finally get to talk about the Glee season 3 finale! All I really have to say is that this show has really opened my eyes to the beautiful things in life and I will be forever grateful.

It has showed me what it's like to be different and how amazing it can be to be that different. It has showed me that friendship and true love exist in every shape and form. It has shown me everything I've ever wanted for my life. Love, Passion, Friendship, Courage, Sacrifice.... I love this show beyond anything I have ever experienced in my life. I am so thankful for it's existence and for the people who made this show possible. I know this sounds like the show has ended and it hasn't but even when it does I will still feel the same way.

I will remember everything that Glee has given me and all the things that it will continue to give me.

So since we're talking about Glee it's only fitting to put a Glee song in this post. I know Kurt sang this to the entire Glee club and mostly the boys but I feel like Kurt put a lot of his heart into these words and sung them especially for Blaine. (In my happy Klainebow dreamland, every song Kurt and Blaine sing are for each other)

This song is for Klaine. :D 


Say goodbye to not knowing when
The truth in my whole life began
Say goodbye to not knowing how to cry
You taught me that

And I'll remember the strength that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you saved me
I'll remember 

Inside, I was a child 
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside, I looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing

And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way you changed me
I'll remember

I learned to let go
Of the illusion that we can possess
I learned to let go, I travel in stillness
And I'll remember happiness
I'll remember

And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember that way that you changed me
I'll remember

No, I've never been afraid to cry
Now I finally have a reason why
I'll remember

No, I've never been afraid to cry
Now I finally have a reason why
I'll remember

No, I've never been afraid to cry
And I finally have a reason why
I'll remember 

No, I've never been afraid to cry
And I finally have a reason why
I'll remember

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

All I Really Want

I met Darren Criss in a dream last night. He's got the sweetest puppy dog eyes.

It started like this....Mai and I were at some event type thing and we ended up in a parking lot with this huge group of people. There was a shiny yellow school bus next to us and Darren Criss was in it with his people. A bunch of the crowd started lining up and so I made sure Mai and I got in line as well. We were waiting our turn to get his autograph and my heart was pounding the whole time. I was so nervous and excited at the same time. We finally got up to him and Mai kept her cool the entire time while I was pretty much losing my mind. Thank God for her otherwise I might have lost it right then and there. She got his autograph first and then I asked her for a piece of paper that he could sign as well. I looked at him and had him sign it for me and then I just...

"Can I have a hug?" It just kind of spilled out of my mouth as I was flipping shit.
He looked around and it seemed as though he was not allowed to do that for some reason.
"I just love you so much and am so so proud of you" I held up the autographed paper to my face because I was literally about to start crying.

It looked like I wasn't going to get my hug so Mai and I left. We were walking inside a building that slightly resembled a mall. I was still freaking out when Darren came up behind us. He looked out of breath because I think he ran after us. He gave me this puppy dog look with his lovely Darren smile and then gave me a really big hug. He also made Mai take a picture of the two of us. Then I woke up.

A chat. An autograph. A hug. A picture.

That's all I've ever really wanted.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

How Were You Born?

Born this way; Born to be alive; Born to run; Born to be wild; Born to boogie

It's All Coming Back To Me Now

"Don't ever regret the choices you've made for they were once the thing you wanted most"


There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now

(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day mom! I love you!

Here's a mother's day song that I dedicate to you. The lyrics don't completely pertain to us because it really pertains to JB and his momma but the chorus says all the things that need to be said. :D Hope you enjoy!

Turn to You

When you're lost and you're tired
When you're broken in two
Let my love take you higher
Cuz I, I still turn to you

I don't know what I'd do if you left me
So please don't go away
Anything that you are is who I am
Who I am today

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Hoorahjencar

I'm so surprised at myself right now. How the hell have I not blogged about Joseph Vincent?!

Joseph is one of my favorite Youtube artists. His voice is beyond gorgeous and I am always super impressed by him and his super cute videos that he makes. Not to mention he's a super sexy Filipino boy (Just like my husband, cough cough)

Here are some of my favorite Joseph Vincent covers and original songs. :D So go check out his channel at hoorahjencar! You won't be disappointed.

Just A Dream by Nelly (feat. Jason Chen)

Hold my Hand by MJ and Akon

If You Stay (original song)

Boyfriend by Justin Bieber (gahhh, this is my favorite!!)

It Will Rain by Bruno Mars

Payphone by Maroon 5

The Smell of Your Skin Lingers...

We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secrets worlds...

It's listened to this song a bunch of times now and I die every time Blaine sings "lovers". It's no secret that I want to be Blaine/Darren's lover. haha. :)

 Rachel, Kurt and Blaine need to sing together more often. They sound so unbelievably beautiful that I want to cry my eyes out. So many creys.


Glee really knows how to get me. I owe this show so much.

Monday, May 7, 2012

Avengers Assemble

All I have to say about The Avengers movie is damn. Seriously, I have not been this impressed with an action movie since The Dark Knight came out in 2008. This movie is going straight to the top of my list. I would watch this a thousand times and not get bored. Robert Downey Jr, Chris Evans, Chris Hemsworth, Mark Ruffalo, Samuel L. Jackson, Scarlett Johannson and Jeremy Renner are so bad ass it's not even funny. Even though the movie was fairly funny itself.

I just love this movie. So so much. Now here are some awesome pics that make me smile. :D

Can't get pregnant, my ovaries already exploded

Baby Iron Man, Baby Thor, Baby Captain America, and Baby Hulk

Avengers Flash drives
The Avengers is phenomenal. Nuff said.

Friday, May 4, 2012

Say Hello to Falsetto in 3...2

If anyone thinks that they have swag, they're wrong. Justin Bieber has stolen all the swag and is putting it to good use.


If JB wanted me to sit by the fire and eat fondue with him, I would do it in a heartbeat. :D