Thursday, September 30, 2010

"Well that was easy"

There's something nagging at the back of my mind.

I can't get rid of it. I don't really think I want to. There's really nothing I can do about it and yet there are so many things that I can do. All I know is that I want something to change. I miss it and that makes me want to be closer to it. Really get to know it and be happy afterward. It seems so far away and its perfectly in reach if I just reach for it. But I can't bring myself to do it. There are so many factors standing in my way and yet at the same time there is nothing whatsoever stopping me. I know that if I just go out and do it then everything will be alright. Or it might not be but I should at least try right?

I wish there were some kind of easy button.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

This is how you remind me

I saw someone who reminded me of you today.

I smiled inside. :D

Monday, September 20, 2010

Laundry People

ARE SO STUPID!!

GOD! When it's time for you laundry to be done COME AND FREAKING GET IT! Is it that difficult to set an alarm of some kind, hear it go off, GET OFF YOUR ASS, and go and get your stupid shit?!?!? I DON'T THINK SO.

BUT NO..................All of you people have to take your sweet time and make random people who you will never meet or have a conversation with curse under their breathe about you. GOSH, I HATE YOU LAUNDRY PEOPLE. I mean really?!?! I waited 15 minutes........15 MINUTES!!! FOR YOU STUPID PEOPLE TO COME AND TAKE OUR YOUR CRAP!!

BUT NO ONE CAME!!

And all the while other washers are opening up and now more people don't come! GOD! Is it too much to ask for you people to not be stupid?!??!?! If you had something else to do then DON'T DO YOUR FREAKING LAUNDRY!! Let someone else who ACTUALLY has the time to watch it DO IT!!

Man! I hate you laundry people.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Nooo....I want him to askkkkk.

Okay so.......

Why is it that people think that the guy has to be the one to ask the girl out? This isn't the 1950's and women are independent. But due the travesty of societal norms all of us girls (or some I should say) feel the need to be asked out by the guy of their liking. "I mean how else am I gonna know if he likes me or not?" Blah blah blah.

Why is it that the guy that has to be the one to risk rejection and not the girl. WE ARE ALL AT THE RISK OF REJECTION!! They don't call it a crush for nothing. Sheesh. The girl is perfectly capable of asking the guy out on a freaking date if she so chooses. And who knows, this guy might actually be happy this chick had the balls to ask him out. (Not that he wants her to have balls of course....unless he does....which would mean his rejection of her would be for a completely different reason)

But the reason I'm saying this is that I remember back in high school and the dance or something horrible was coming up. And I could hear all these girls blathering on about how they want this guy or that guy to ask them to the dance. But God forbid when one person suggests that they ask him, they're all like "Nooooo! I want him to ask!" (in a high pitched girlie voice)

Anyways this just came into my head after reading Tia's blog about exchanging phone numbers. I don't really know the context behind it but it got me thinking about relationships and junk. And well we have come full circle and here we are.

Well since I have put this out there I guess I will have to follow my own advice when the time comes. (That's to say that this is not relevant at this particular moment in my young life) "I should practice what I preach"

But then again, I really don't think I would do anything about it whatsoever. If I like a guy then that's that. I like him. I'm not about to ask him out because..... I just don't want to. Who says that you actually have to date the guy? Can't you just have the joy of liking him and keeping it all to yourself (and friends apparently)? Gosh I'm ranting about a whole other subject. SCRATCH THIS!!

I should just stop before it gets any worse.

Well ta ta for now. :D

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Hello Mr. Sun

Hello Mr. Sun.
Today's the day we change our plans and end the war against our old selves.
So goodbye Mr. Rain, your time has come, your time has gone, so send your gray skies to someone else.
Sun shine on down, ease our trouble now, sun shine on down.
Sun shine on down, wring our worries out, sun shine on down.


Ahh.....such a lovely sentiment from a lovely song sang by the lovely voice of a lovely young man. :D