In light of all the protesting going on I'm wondering what I should be feeling. Happy? Sad? Angry? Empowered? Political?
But all I really feel is nothing. Okay, honestly I feel annoyed. I know all the protesting isn't supposed to be Dems vs Repubs and it's supposed to be about our education. But hey it's obnoxious with so many people feeling the need to push their ideals on everyone else. And then make the others who aren't as involved feel bad about not....being involved
I can say that I don't know enough about any of the issues to really feel one way or the other about it. And that's not just because I'm a repulican. I don't know if I would even consider myself one really. I mean yeah it's my party but I know nothing whatsoever about politics. And I honestly don't want to know about politics. I don't want to be involved at all. It's too much pressure...BUT should I be crazy passionate about this? It feels like I should be....but I'm just not.
I feel like I should care about what's happening. At least from some perspective. Yeah I guess I'm a bit biased towards all the liberals since ya know I'm a conservative. But gosh....I can't handle this. I'm surrounded by people who are so intense about this situation (Liberals) and then those that are freaking out and getting super angry and everyone else (conservatives. It's just too much for me.
And yeah I didn't had to go to class today and I don't have class tomorrow either but I actually wish I had class. I rather have everything be normal around here.
Ok, all cards aside. I honestly DO NOT GIVE A SHIT! I just want this mess to be over with (whatever happens happens)I just.....
GAHHHHHHH!!! Fuckity fuck fuck.....FUCK.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
100 Things I Like
I'm in a funk. I'm very pessamistic these days since ya know life sucks. But hey, in order to get over this lull I've decided instead of thinking about all the things I hate/dislike (there are many) I'm going to name all the things that I like. Hopefully it's longer than my hate/dislike list. :D
Things I like:(In no particular order)
1. Spring weather
2. Cards from my friends/family
3. My water bottle
4. This nice new pen I got
5. Justin Bieber
6. Music
7. People who are musicians
8. Singing
9. Singers
10. The sun
11. The clouds
12. Nice cool breezes
13. Smiles
14. My friends
15. Bright colors
16. Rainbows
17. Song lyrics
18. Taylor Lautner
19. Movies
20. Markers
21. My chucks
22. My family
23. Snow men
24. The first snow fall
25. Christmas
26. Thanksgiving
27. Dogs
28. Hair
29. Touching people's hair
30. People's faces
31. Smiles
32. Eyes
33. Laughter
34. Jokes
35. Inside jokes
36. Smooth skin
37. Hands
38. Being barefoot
39. Purple
40. Wearing purple
41. Food
42. Free food
43. My house
44. Celebrities
45. NPH
46. Post-it's
47. Sudoku
48. Posters
49. TV shows
50. T-shirts
51. T-shirts with fun slogans
52. Sweat shirts
53. Sweat pants
54. Books
55. My computer
56. The internet
57. Calendars
58. Knowing what time it is
59. Bushes
60. Lions
61. Blogging
62. Twitter
63. Facebook
64. Chatting
65. Birds
66. Kids that you can play with and then give back
67. Lotions
68. Chapstick
69. Love
70. Musicals
71. Concerts
72. Flowers
73. Writing down song lyrics
74. Madison
75. Mechanical pencils
76. Writing on my hands
77. Back muscles
78. Watching people break dance
79. A Capella groups
80. Batman
81. The Power Rangers
82. Stuffed animals
83. Chocolate
84. The smell of laundry detergent
85. Summer rain storms
86. The smell of rain
87. Green grass
88. Hill sides
89. Airplanes
90. Summer vacations
91. Family friends
92. Playgrounds
93. Painting walls
94. Lying on clean carpet
95. Lying in the grass
96. Beaches
97. The ocean
98. Soft blankets
99. Pillows
100. Singer song writers
I could go on but I'll spare you all the trouble. :D
Things I like:(In no particular order)
1. Spring weather
2. Cards from my friends/family
3. My water bottle
4. This nice new pen I got
5. Justin Bieber
6. Music
7. People who are musicians
8. Singing
9. Singers
10. The sun
11. The clouds
12. Nice cool breezes
13. Smiles
14. My friends
15. Bright colors
16. Rainbows
17. Song lyrics
18. Taylor Lautner
19. Movies
20. Markers
21. My chucks
22. My family
23. Snow men
24. The first snow fall
25. Christmas
26. Thanksgiving
27. Dogs
28. Hair
29. Touching people's hair
30. People's faces
31. Smiles
32. Eyes
33. Laughter
34. Jokes
35. Inside jokes
36. Smooth skin
37. Hands
38. Being barefoot
39. Purple
40. Wearing purple
41. Food
42. Free food
43. My house
44. Celebrities
45. NPH
46. Post-it's
47. Sudoku
48. Posters
49. TV shows
50. T-shirts
51. T-shirts with fun slogans
52. Sweat shirts
53. Sweat pants
54. Books
55. My computer
56. The internet
57. Calendars
58. Knowing what time it is
59. Bushes
60. Lions
61. Blogging
62. Twitter
63. Facebook
64. Chatting
65. Birds
66. Kids that you can play with and then give back
67. Lotions
68. Chapstick
69. Love
70. Musicals
71. Concerts
72. Flowers
73. Writing down song lyrics
74. Madison
75. Mechanical pencils
76. Writing on my hands
77. Back muscles
78. Watching people break dance
79. A Capella groups
80. Batman
81. The Power Rangers
82. Stuffed animals
83. Chocolate
84. The smell of laundry detergent
85. Summer rain storms
86. The smell of rain
87. Green grass
88. Hill sides
89. Airplanes
90. Summer vacations
91. Family friends
92. Playgrounds
93. Painting walls
94. Lying on clean carpet
95. Lying in the grass
96. Beaches
97. The ocean
98. Soft blankets
99. Pillows
100. Singer song writers
I could go on but I'll spare you all the trouble. :D
Monday, February 14, 2011
St. Valentine
I'd ask you to be my Valentine but there's a few problems:
1. You're far away
2. It might be awkward
3. To be perfectly honest, I don't think the timing is right
But I would still like to ask you to be my Valentine because:
1. You're awesome
2. We've known each other for a long and I mean a LONG time
3. It might seem odd but I think about our future together
4. You're you and I'm me
As crazy as it sounds, if it's meant to be it will be. You want to know why?
1. Because you're worth waiting for
(I am aware that in a previous post I mentioned how I'm sick of waiting, well you're my exception. :D)
1. You're far away
2. It might be awkward
3. To be perfectly honest, I don't think the timing is right
But I would still like to ask you to be my Valentine because:
1. You're awesome
2. We've known each other for a long and I mean a LONG time
3. It might seem odd but I think about our future together
4. You're you and I'm me
As crazy as it sounds, if it's meant to be it will be. You want to know why?
1. Because you're worth waiting for
(I am aware that in a previous post I mentioned how I'm sick of waiting, well you're my exception. :D)
Silly Love Songs
You'd think that people would have had enough of silly love songs
I look around me and I see it isn't so
Some people wanna fill the world with silly love songs
And what's wrong with that?
I'd like to know
Love doesn't come in a minute!
Sometimes it doesn't come at all
I only know that when I'm in it,
It isn't silly, no it isn't silly,
Love isn't silly at all!
You'd think that people would have had enough of silly love songs
I look around me and I see it isn't so (oh no)
Some people wanna fill the world with silly love songs
And what's wrong with that?
I'd like to know
Friday, February 11, 2011
Music and Lyrics
I wonder what I'm doing with my life.
I mean what's the point of all of this? I feel like I'm not achieving anything and am just floating. What does that mean? I feel like I'm in college to just be in college. (Don't get me wrong, I know I should be in college and am glad I am) I just don't know what's going to happen.
I mean what's going to happen tomorrow? Next week? Next year? What if I still feel this way months or years from now. It's like I'm just....here. But there has to be some kind of meaning behind this. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I have no freaking clue! I know I'm only in my 2nd year and this is the time to figure out what I want to do but what if I never really find something I'm passionate about?
I things I find passion through are petty things. Superficial things. Like for instance incredibly attractive celebrities. How is becoming easily obsessed with something going to help me down the road? It's not. All it does is make me look superficial. Like my "feelings" for what's his face. I mean what's the about? I don't even know the guy! I saw him around a lot (immediately noticed his adorable self)and then suddenly I'm like "hooked" on him. How dumb is that?!? I don't get it. I mean if there was a reason that I was supposed to "feel" this way about a person I don't know, then wouldn't there have been a more....fulfilling development by now? I don't know, maybe nothing is supposed to happen and that's that.
But God! Then what's the point? Everything that happens, happens for a reason (well at least I believe that)I also believe in fate and maybe this is supposed to be my fate but not his. I mean is fate supposed to be double sided? You would think so but what if it's really just meant for me to learn something from. But what could I possibly learn? I guess I will just have to wait and see.
But I'm tired of waiting. All I ever do is wait, wait for something great to come along.
Gahh, I should really stop taking song lyrics to heart. It makes me think about things too much. (I also need to stop saying he's adorable. Make it all that much harder to make sense of my thoughts/feelings)
I mean what's the point of all of this? I feel like I'm not achieving anything and am just floating. What does that mean? I feel like I'm in college to just be in college. (Don't get me wrong, I know I should be in college and am glad I am) I just don't know what's going to happen.
I mean what's going to happen tomorrow? Next week? Next year? What if I still feel this way months or years from now. It's like I'm just....here. But there has to be some kind of meaning behind this. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I have no freaking clue! I know I'm only in my 2nd year and this is the time to figure out what I want to do but what if I never really find something I'm passionate about?
I things I find passion through are petty things. Superficial things. Like for instance incredibly attractive celebrities. How is becoming easily obsessed with something going to help me down the road? It's not. All it does is make me look superficial. Like my "feelings" for what's his face. I mean what's the about? I don't even know the guy! I saw him around a lot (immediately noticed his adorable self)and then suddenly I'm like "hooked" on him. How dumb is that?!? I don't get it. I mean if there was a reason that I was supposed to "feel" this way about a person I don't know, then wouldn't there have been a more....fulfilling development by now? I don't know, maybe nothing is supposed to happen and that's that.
But God! Then what's the point? Everything that happens, happens for a reason (well at least I believe that)I also believe in fate and maybe this is supposed to be my fate but not his. I mean is fate supposed to be double sided? You would think so but what if it's really just meant for me to learn something from. But what could I possibly learn? I guess I will just have to wait and see.
But I'm tired of waiting. All I ever do is wait, wait for something great to come along.
Gahh, I should really stop taking song lyrics to heart. It makes me think about things too much. (I also need to stop saying he's adorable. Make it all that much harder to make sense of my thoughts/feelings)
Marry Me
When (and if) I get proposed to I want this song to be playing in the background. :D I wouldn't hurt for him to actually be singing it too but that could be pushing it. (They can't all be Darren Criss's) ;D
Marry Me by Train
Forever could never be long enough for me
To feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now
We won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do
Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will, say you will
Together could never be close enough for me
To feel like I am close enough to you
You'll wear white and I'll wear out the words "I love you"
And "you're beautiful"
Now that the wait is over
And love has finally showed her my way
Marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will, say you will
Promise me you'll always be happy by my side
I promise to sing to you when all the music dies
Marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will, say you will
Marry me
Marry Me by Train
Forever could never be long enough for me
To feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now
We won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do
Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will, say you will
Together could never be close enough for me
To feel like I am close enough to you
You'll wear white and I'll wear out the words "I love you"
And "you're beautiful"
Now that the wait is over
And love has finally showed her my way
Marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will, say you will
Promise me you'll always be happy by my side
I promise to sing to you when all the music dies
Marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will, say you will
Marry me
Sunday, February 6, 2011
We Are Victorious
On this day February 6th, 2011 the Lambardi Trophy comes home.
THE GREEN BAY PACKERS WIN THE SUPERBOWL!!
Whose your daddy? The one, the only, Sir Aaron Rodgers. :D
WOOT WOOT!
THE GREEN BAY PACKERS WIN THE SUPERBOWL!!
Whose your daddy? The one, the only, Sir Aaron Rodgers. :D
WOOT WOOT!
Thursday, February 3, 2011
The Day of Snow
Wednesday February 2nd is a day to remember. Want to know why?!?!?
SNOW DAY!!! WOOT WOOT! 2 years in a row has to be like some kind of record. And despite the fact that I had to get up at 545 in the morning to go shovel didn't get me down. (although I was tired and my back is killing me today) But I'm not complaining, the past is the past and it was a fun day yesterday.
First the epic snow ball fight on Bascom Hill where Lake Shore once again dominated South East. SUCK IT SOUTH EAST!
Then watching Grease with the hommies. Gosh, that movie is great and John Travolta is beautiful. (Although for some reason Hannah does not think so. I think she's on drugs. SHHH!)
Overall, it was a good day. SCORE!
SNOW DAY!!! WOOT WOOT! 2 years in a row has to be like some kind of record. And despite the fact that I had to get up at 545 in the morning to go shovel didn't get me down. (although I was tired and my back is killing me today) But I'm not complaining, the past is the past and it was a fun day yesterday.
First the epic snow ball fight on Bascom Hill where Lake Shore once again dominated South East. SUCK IT SOUTH EAST!
Then watching Grease with the hommies. Gosh, that movie is great and John Travolta is beautiful. (Although for some reason Hannah does not think so. I think she's on drugs. SHHH!)
Overall, it was a good day. SCORE!
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