It Takes Two to Say "I Love You"

Everything is Klaine and nothing hurts.....everything is Klaine and nothing hurts....everything is Klaine and nothing hurts except that...everything hurts.

Blaine always says "I love you" first....but Kurt isn't far behind with an "I love you too". He always says it back. Always.  I want them to have that again.

I miss Klaine so much that it hurts. It literally hurts my heart to see them in so much pain. I know they're just playing characters but love and heart ache are real things. Things that we all will experience. I just want them to be happy again.

That phone call between them literally killed me. But what's important as that they talked and that they were able to admit that they still love each other despite everything. It'll take a while for them to be where they once were but maybe...just maybe they can be friends. After all, they miss each other as much as I miss them.

I just have to remember that you can't make a Klainebow without a little rain and I think this song fits their situation perfectly.

I been crying

Cuz I'm lonely (for you)

Smiles have all turned (to tears)

But tears won't wash away the fears

That you're never ever gonna return

To ease the fire that within me burns

The keeps me crying baby for you

Keeps me sighing baby for you

So won't you hurry

Come on boy and see about me

(Come see about me)

See about your baby

(Come see about me)

I've given up my friends just (for you)

My friends have gone to you (have to)

No peace yeah, I find

Until you come back and be mine

No matter what you do or say

I'm gonna love you anyway

Keep on crying baby for you

I'm gonna keep sighing baby for you

So come on, hurry

Come on and see about me

(Come see about me)

See about your baby

(Come see about me)

Sometimes up

Sometimes down

My life's so uncertain

With you not around

For my arms you may be out of reach

But we heart says you're here to keep

Keeps me crying baby for you

Keep on, keep on crying baby for you

So won't you hurry

Come on boy and see about me

Come see about me

See about your baby

Come see about me

You know I'm so lonely

(Come see about me)

I love you only 

(Come see about me)

See about me

See about your baby

You know I'm so lonely

(Come see about me)

I love you only

(Come see about me)

Come see about me

Remind Me Who I Really Am

So I know it's been almost a week since the Dynamic Duets episode of Glee aired but it's still been on my mind (basically how funny and adorable everyone was) and I've specifically been thinking about when Blaine sang "My Dark Side" with The Warblers.

The lyrics really got me thinking and since I'm a words person (meaning that words have a large impact on the way I think and that's why when I post a lot of songs, I also post the lyrics but I find the lyrics to be the one thing that can really get to the heart of a person's soul) I kinda of soft of totally dissected this song in the context of:
1) Blaine Warbler
2) Blaine as Klaine
3) McKinley High Blaine
4) Blaine Anderson.

So I'm gonna post most of the lyrics so ya'll know that I'm referencing to and their context within the whole song and after the lyrics will be my rants about each post above. (This is gonna be a long post so beware) Lolz.

There's a place

That I know

It's not pretty there

And few have ever gone

And if I show it to you now

Will it make you run away?

Or will you stay?

 Even if it hurts?

Even if I try to push you out

Will you return?

And remind me who I really am

Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side

Do you love me?

Can you love mine?

Nobody's a picture perfect

But we're worth it

You know that we're worth it

Do you  love me?

Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond 

From the dust

It's hard to know what can become if you give up

So don't give up on me

Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side

Do you love me?

Can you love mine?

Nobody's a picture perfect

But we're worth it

You know that we're worth it

Do you love me?

Even with me dark side?

Don't run away

Don't run away

Just tell me that you will stay

Promise me you will stay

1) What I first started thinking about was the fact that Blaine sang this particular song with the Warblers and not the New Directions. I find this interesting because Dalton was the place that Blaine ran away to in order to get away from the bullying he was experiencing at his public school. And in turn The Warblers gave him a home, one where he could feel safe and feel like he belonged. So in this context, the lyrics "please remind me who I really am" totally apply here. Even though The Warbler technically wanted Blaine back in order to help them win regionals (because they know that they might not be able to win without him because Blaine is just so kick ass), Dalton was the first place where Blaine felt like he could be himself without fear and he pretty much became the awesome and wonderful person that he is today because of his time at Dalton. He even wanted Kurt to come to Dalton in order to find a sanctuary from the bullying that Kurt was experiencing and the two of them found out who they really were by having that type of setting around them. But as we all know, Kurt really did belong at McKinley and that's where he ended up but that's beside the point. The Warblers wanted Blaine to come back to them because Dalton was where he found himself and maybe just maybe, he needed The Warblers to remind him of that.

2) In terms of Blaine being with Kurt (and becoming Klaine) I think that this song also really fits. The lyrics that I'm thinking of that fit this circumstance are "Everybody's got a dark side. Do you love me? Can you love mine?" I mean that's totally in reference to Kurt and their relationship. It's true, everyone does have a dark side (we all make mistakes and it's only a matter of time until we make one that will devastate us) but loving someone means loving all of them. Their dark side included. I'm not saying that what Blaine did wasn't right. It wasn't. He totally betrayed Kurt's trust when he cheated and there's no excuse. (But come on, pretty much all of the New Directions have cheated at some point or broke up with someone to be with another person or just pretended to like someone when they actually liked someone else) Blaine is not a terrible person. What he did was terrible, but it was a mistake and he wished he could take it back. With these lyrics he's basically asking Kurt to love him despite all the bad. Despite everything that has happened between them because in reality we all have dark sides and if we didn't love other people and their dark sides then there would literally be no love in this world. The other lyric that would go with this rant would be "don't give up on me". I totally think that Blaine wants Kurt to not give up on him. I mean no one wants to be given up on. We all want someone to believe in us. All Blaine's asking for is forgiveness. That might not be easy to give but at least he's asking.

3) So in terms of Blaine being at McKinley this is pretty simple. Blaine's obviously been going through a hard time. He's lost without Kurt and he's desperately trying to make things right. But it's not that simple. With Kurt not talking to him the only people he has to lean on are the New Directions. But that's hard for him as well because the only reason that Blaine came to McKinley in the first place is because of Kurt. How would that make you feel when your one reason for doing something is gone? (It's like going to a certain college because you're significant other is going there and then they end up breaking up with you or going to a different school). I mean that would totally suck. So I think the lyrics that will best fit here are "If I show it to you now, will it make you run away or will you stay?" Meaning that if Blaine shows these people his dark side will they accept him? I think they do. It may have taken Blaine a little bit to realize that but honestly, the New Directions are his friends. They're his home now. They accept him despite everything he's done and he accepts them despite everything that they've done. Another lyric that would go with this is "Even if it hurts? Even if I try to push you out, will you return?". Blaine totally tried to push these guys away. He actually considered going back to Dalton (which would be crazy because it's his senior year and he is senior class president for crying out loud) and yet they all banned together to keep him at McKinley. They wanted him to stay even though he wanted to leave. They honestly showed him where he belonged.

4) With Blaine being just Blaine Anderson, I think that lyrics that are most fitting are "Nobody's a picture perfect. But we're worth. You know that we're worth it". Blaine isn't perfect. Nobody is. I think that the most important thing for him to do is to find forgiveness. He needs to forgive himself and constantly tell himself that's he worth it. That's he's worthy of love. I mean Kurt was in love with him for a reason. That initial reason cannot have gone away that easily. Blaine just needs to be Blaine. That's it.

So to end this post, here's the actual clip from the episode of Blaine singing "My Dark Side" with The Warblers. Enjoy. :D

We Could be Heroes

Can I just say how much I am loving the new Sam and Blaine friendship?

After everything that's happened this season it's nice to see that some relationships are still intact or are making an effort to start a relationship. With Blaine not having Kurt by his side and Sam not having Mercedes (I'm not even sure if they're still together. Nobody really mentioned it. But since pretty much everybody broke up I'm just gonna assume they're not together) it's nice to see that Blaine and Sam have each other to lean on. They have each other to listen and understand their problems. They have each other to give advice to and make each other feel better. And best of all, they have each other to sing with. :D

So last night on Glee Blam, Slaine (or whatever you want to call their coupling name) sang a real "Dynamic Duet" together. Their voices sound so silky together. It makes me go all jelloid. Lolz.

For you listening pleasure (if you missed the episode or just want to hear it again), I give you:

"Heroes"

I, I wish I could swim

Like dolphins

Like dolphins can swim

Thought nothing

Nothing will keep us together

We can beat them

Forever and ever

Oh, we can be heroes

Just for one day

I, I will be King

And you

You will be queen

Though nothing will drive them away

We can be heroes

Just for one day

We can be us

Just for one day

I, I can remember

(I remember)

Standing by the wall

(By the wall)

And the guns

Shot above out heads

(Over our heads)

And we kissed

As though nothing could fall

(Nothing could fall)

And the shame

Was on the other side

Oh we can beat them

Forever and ever

And we could be heroes

Just for one day

We can be heroes

We can be heroes

Just for one day

We can be heroes

We can be heroes

Just for one day

Extraordinary Life

You're the boy of my dreams and what an extraordinary dream it has been. An extraordinary dream in an extraordinary life.

I'm glad I found you.

There are some dreams that should never have to end....

I Would

So since One Direction's new album came out I of course need to blog about my favorite song off said new album. So here it is. :D 

I Would

Lately I've found myself thinking

Been dreaming about you a lot

And up in my head I'm your boyfriend

But that's one thing you've already got

He drives to school every morning

While I walk alone in the rain

He'd kill me without any warning

If he took a look in my brain

Would he's say he's in L-O-V-E?

Well if it was me then I would, I would

Would he hold when you're feeling low?

Baby, you should know that I would, I would

Would he's say he's in L-O-V-E?

Well if it was me then I would, I would

Would he hold when you're feeling low?

Baby, you should know that I would, I would

Back in my head we were kissing

I thought things were going alright

With a sign on my back saying "Kick Me"

Reality ruined my life

It feels like I'm constantly playing

A game that I'm destined to lose

Cuz I can't compete with your boyfriend

He's got 27 tattoos

Would he's say he's in L-O-V-E?

Well if it was me then I would, I would

Would he hold when you're feeling low?

Baby, you should know that I would, I would

Would he's say he's in L-O-V-E?

Well if it was me then I would, I would

Would he hold when you're feeling low?

Baby, you should know that I would, I would

Would he please you?

Would he kiss you?

We he treat you like I would?

We he touch you?

Would he need you?

Would he love you like I would?

Would he's say he's in L-O-V-E?

Well if it was me then I would

Would he hold when you're feeling low?

Baby, you should know that I would

Would he please you?

Would he kiss you?

We he treat you like I would?

We he touch you?

Would he need you?

Would he love you like I would?

Would he's say he's in L-O-V-E?

Well if it was me then I would, I would

Would he hold when you're feeling low?

Baby, you should know that I would, I would

All These Little Things

....that annoy me.

So One Direction's new album Take Me Home came out today in the US and I have, dare I say it, a problem.

I just started listening to their album this morning when I got it and for the most part I love it. I mean, a lot. I really think their sound is incredible and they even gave Niall and Louis more chances to sing. Gasp! But there is one thing that bothers me and that's their song "Little Things"

I think it sounds beautiful, their voices are angelic and they are beyond beautiful singing in the music video (I really like the fact that they have the video take place in the studio. You don't see that too often these days) And I love a good slow jam just as much as the next person who loves a good slow jam. But what annoys me is the lyrics.

Basically the song is about all the "little things" that their girlfriend doesn't like about herself (her entire body pretty much and everything that goes along with it) and of course it happens to be those "little things" that are, in fact, the reasons why the boys (meaning One Direction as separate people) are in love with her. It just gets me thinking about the idea that men have to constantly reassure women of their appeal otherwise they will only feel bad about themselves. We live in a society where women are looked down upon if they do not live up the perfect ideal of beauty, which is in fact UNATTAINABLE (just in case you were wondering). It just annoys me that these things that the girl hates about herself are the things that the boy loves and then suddenly that makes it okay for her to love herself. I think this song would have made better sense or sent a better message if the "little things" he loved about her were her personality or something that makes the relationship really worth while.

I don't know. Maybe I'm becoming a feminist. And maybe that's okay.

But that's my rant for the day. Don't let this deter you from buying their amazing album which you should really do. :D Just do it.

Here's the music video and the lyrics. Do with them what you may. :D

Your hand fits in mine like it's made just for me
but bear this mind it was meant to be
and I'm lining up the dots with the freckles on your cheeks
and it all makes sense to me

  I know you've never loved the crinkles by your eyes when you smile,
you've never loved your stomach or your thighs
the dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine
But I'll love them endlessly

I won't let this little things slip out of my mouth
But if i do, it's you, oh it's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you and all these little things

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea
maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep
and all those conversations are the secrets that i keep
though it makes no sense to me

  I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape
you never want to know how much you weigh
you still have to squeeze into your jeans
but you're perfect to me

  I won't let this little things slips out of my mouth
But if it's true, it's you, it's you, they add up to
I'm in love with you and all these little things

you never love yourself half as much as i love you
you'll never treat yourself right darling but i want you to
if i let you know, I'm here for you
maybe you'll love yourself like i love you oh

I've just let these little things slips out of my mouth
because it's you, oh it's you, it's you they add up to
and I'm in love with you (all these little things)
I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth
but if it's true, it's you, it's you they add up to
I'm in love with you, and all your little things.

It's A Problem

You know what the worst thing about being a senior in college and about to graduate is?

How freaking adorable the freshman boys are and how their piercing blueish eyes make you want to be a cradle robber.

Seriously....how is that kid even born? He's perfect. Geez.

He is soooooooooo cute. Soooooo damn cute.

I just can't even....

Sigh.....