My Love...

grows stronger everyday. <3 <3 <3

Prioritizing

Lately my priorities have been a little shaky. So I'm here to sort them out the best I can.

This summer I was dedicated to Neal Caffrey but once school started again we figured it was best for us to take a break. It also seemed like a good time to take a break from Hank Lawson and his brother Evan. It was just too much to handle and needed to focus on school again. This September however, Jennifer introduced me to Dexter Morgan (we really hit it off) and we were happy for about a month or so. But during that same month Tia and Cristina introduced me to Sano Izumi and he became my new priority. But again that only lasted for so long. I mean it was hard enough trying to juggle Sano and Dexter and ultimately Dexter was the one who lost out. Then things took an ever greater turn when the Twins introduced me to Stephan and Damon Salvatore. (At this point, Dexter took a temporary backseat and Sano was out of my life for good) Stephan and Damon had an effect on my life like no other. For months those boys were all I talked about, all I thought about, all I cared about. But even the most intense relationships come to an end (or I suppose a break) and earlier this month, I decided to take a break from Stephen and Damon (or they decided to take a break from me) And to top it all off, Athavi and Mai brought Rui and Domyouji back into my life as well. (I hadn't seen them since last year and even then we had been on and off for a while)

So at this point it would seem that I'm a free woman without anything holding me down. WRONG. Last night Dexter and I got back together. (I don't know how I survived these last few months without him) However, here's the thing. This coming January, Neal will be back in the picture. We decided on a break that would only last as long as the semester did (but I also had this same agreement with Hank and Evan) And even worse Stephen and Damon will be back in my life near the end of January as well. I'm also planning on seeing Rui and Domyouji again even if it's only once a week (if I'm lucky)

So all in all, I need to sort out my priorities. But there is one person who I think has suffered the most throughout this whole ordeal. He's always been there for me and has always made me smile. He's strong and confident and really knows who he wants to be. This man is Taylor and I have been neglecting my one true love. My soul mate. I am so sorry Taylor for all the pain I have caused you through these last few months. But here's the thing: You are the only one for me. No matter how many people come into my life, you will always be there making me smile. I love you and I am truly sorry for the way I've been treating you. Please forgive me my love. <3

Well I still don't know what to do about these other guys but hey at least I have one priority sorted out. :D

Optimistic

In case you're feeling pessimistic for any reason, here's a little something to cheer you up.

http://hitrecordjoe.tumblr.com/post/2458286167/optimistic-by-cameron-smith-i-know-it-isnt

(And yes Joseph Gordon-Levitt did tell me to watch this via Twitter) :D

P.S. Merry Christmas!

Hold My Hand

This love don't last forever (hold my hand)
So tell me what we're waiting for (hold my hand)
Better off being together (hold my hand)
Then being miserable alone

Cause I've been there before and you've been there before
But together we can be alright
Cuz when it gets dark and when it gets cold
we hold each other till the sunlight

So if you just hold my hand
Baby I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better
If you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us
If you just hold my hand

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

PUPPIES!

I've never felt so complete. :D

"Adopt a pet, for he can become more of our savior then his".

I Could Get Used to This

Yeah, that's right. I had another amazing dream last night!!

And you'll never guess who it was about so I'll just go ahead and tell you. It was about the one, the only, IAN SOMERHALDER!! :D :D :D :D

So in the dream I was at his house (I think the twins were there too) and there was a bunch of people there just chatting it up and stuff. I'm laying on some cushion like (maybe an air mattress, not really sure now) talking to some peeps who I think were the twins. And suddenly Ian Somerhalder is laying RIGHT NEXT TO ME!!! AHHHHH! It seemed as though he was getting overwhelmed by all the people and had to get away from them for a while. So anyways we are like actually touching! Like my knee is leaning against his stomach (which I'm sure some rock hard abs are hiding) and I jokingly say to him "You can stay here if you want. I don't mind". I looked at him and he just smiles at what I said. :D :D :D :D

His smile was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen!! AHH!

Yeah, this guy! :D



oh and later in the dream I go into the backyard and there are all these black labs out there! AW! They made me think of Roxy and it just made the dream even better!!

NGPOS!

Dear Liz Waters Job,

Here's a big FUCK YOU!! I hope you enjoy that! Fucker.

Sincerely,

Katie.


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