A lil' somethin' somethin'

I will end this month be stating a lil' something that I think you all deserve to know.

I'm staking claim and sticking to it. That boy is mine. Yup all three of them.

You may say I'm greedy but I say I'm in love. :D

I'm on a Boat

Well I'm done rocking the boat. It just didn't work out how I wanted and maybe that's because I was trying too hard. That boats too tough to flip and I've come to realize that the boat will flip itself when I'm least expecting it. I know that I'll end up on land eventually. But for right now I'm just gonna sun bath on a mother fucking boat. :D

Need Be

You.Dumb.Ass.Mother.Fucking.Two.Faced.Bitch

You think you're better than the rest of us? That's a HILARIOUS joke! I crack myself up.

Get off your mother fucking high horse and join the rest of us mere mortals back on Earth.

I know, however, that you will not do any such thing so go head and continue your reign of spewing bullshit everywhere you go, and enjoy your time in Assholedum.



(I realize that I'm wasting my energy ranting about you but it needs to be said.)

I am.....content

That's right. I'm feeling content right now. In fact I have happiness in hand.

I'm actually pretty happy right now and I think I'll be happy for a while. It may just be beautiful music, beautiful voices, meaningful lyrics, televised gay loving by 2 beautiful boys or just a release from stress. Not really sure but I'm digging it. :D

Here are a few things I'm going to do to keep this happiness up:

1. Relax, take a deep breath and smile
2. Appreciate what I have and not depress myself by what I don't have
3. Let things happen the way they're supposed to happen, meaning take a step back and let everything unfold by itself.
4. When I have work to do I'm not going to stress out about how much I have to do but think about the outcome after I finish it. What will I get out of doing this work?
5. Not stress out about grades and if I receive a bad grade then I will focus on what I have to do to fix it instead of dwelling on said failure.
6. Just calm the fuck down. I don't need to worry about every little thing.
7. Stop wasting my time caring about people who don't deserve my irritation.
8. Stop beating myself up about things that I blow out of proportion in my head. It doesn't do anyone any good. Especially me.
9. When people ask how I'm doing and I reply "fine" it won't be a lie because everything will be fine.
10. And of course have fun! :D

(In case you guys haven't noticed I really like pictures in my blogs these days. Another thing that makes me happy)

A Moment

There's a moment when you say to yourself: "Oh! There you are. I've been waiting for you forever".



"Write your hurts in the sand. Write your blessings in stone".

An Event of Epic Proportions

Blaine and Kurt finally broke through all the sexual tension, laid everything out on the table and went for it.

The.Most.Beautiful.Moment.Ever.

Truly epic and the most amazing kiss! I know I say this a lot but for reals this time: MY LIFE IS COMPLETE. No joke. :D


<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

3.6.5

Happy Anniversary to my blog. Sadly this may be the only anniversary I will have (possibly forever)
But here's what I learned in the past 365 days.

For better or worse, I'm not the same person.

"Three hundred and sixty five nights, why just one when we can have em' all?"

In a better place

I just saw pictures of an adorable black lab puppy. It made me tear up. Like seriously, my eyes are watering as I write this.

I miss my dear adorable dog Roxy. I wish she was here right now, making us laugh and cuddling with us. I know it's been a few years since she left us but it still feels like she never left. So many things about the house remind me of her. She made my family so happy and I miss her dearly.

But I know she's in a better place now. So I will wipe the tears away and hope she's happy. :D

Love you Roxy!

Resentment

♫ When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest ♫

I'll admit it, I resent you. I resent you A LOT. I know I shouldn't hold on to things that happened in the past but I do and it's not like you don't either. Neither or us are perfect so I'll be the one to apologize.

I'm sorry I resent you, I'll try to work on that.