Prioritizing

Lately my priorities have been a little shaky. So I'm here to sort them out the best I can.

This summer I was dedicated to Neal Caffrey but once school started again we figured it was best for us to take a break. It also seemed like a good time to take a break from Hank Lawson and his brother Evan. It was just too much to handle and needed to focus on school again. This September however, Jennifer introduced me to Dexter Morgan (we really hit it off) and we were happy for about a month or so. But during that same month Tia and Cristina introduced me to Sano Izumi and he became my new priority. But again that only lasted for so long. I mean it was hard enough trying to juggle Sano and Dexter and ultimately Dexter was the one who lost out. Then things took an ever greater turn when the Twins introduced me to Stephan and Damon Salvatore. (At this point, Dexter took a temporary backseat and Sano was out of my life for good) Stephan and Damon had an effect on my life like no other. For months those boys were all I talked about, all I thought about, all I cared about. But even the most intense relationships come to an end (or I suppose a break) and earlier this month, I decided to take a break from Stephen and Damon (or they decided to take a break from me) And to top it all off, Athavi and Mai brought Rui and Domyouji back into my life as well. (I hadn't seen them since last year and even then we had been on and off for a while)

So at this point it would seem that I'm a free woman without anything holding me down. WRONG. Last night Dexter and I got back together. (I don't know how I survived these last few months without him) However, here's the thing. This coming January, Neal will be back in the picture. We decided on a break that would only last as long as the semester did (but I also had this same agreement with Hank and Evan) And even worse Stephen and Damon will be back in my life near the end of January as well. I'm also planning on seeing Rui and Domyouji again even if it's only once a week (if I'm lucky)

So all in all, I need to sort out my priorities. But there is one person who I think has suffered the most throughout this whole ordeal. He's always been there for me and has always made me smile. He's strong and confident and really knows who he wants to be. This man is Taylor and I have been neglecting my one true love. My soul mate. I am so sorry Taylor for all the pain I have caused you through these last few months. But here's the thing: You are the only one for me. No matter how many people come into my life, you will always be there making me smile. I love you and I am truly sorry for the way I've been treating you. Please forgive me my love. <3

Well I still don't know what to do about these other guys but hey at least I have one priority sorted out. :D