Love in Every Form

It's official. I'm in love with a gay couple. :D (They're a good lookin' couple!)

Neil Patrick Harris (NPH) and his soul mate David Burtka have gotten two darling babies on 10/12/10! So special. :D



They are a beautiful family. They look so perfect holding those babies. :D I'm so happy for them!

This gives me hope. <3

(This is a total win. Greatest Rooster dinner ever!)

New Year's Resolution

So I have decided to stop swearing. However, I know I would not be able to do that cold turkey so I've decided to just substitute more severe swear words with less severe ones. :D

So instead of saying Fuck, shit and bitch I shall instead say Hell, damn and ass. I mean I feel as though those words are not completely bad words. Hell is a place, damn is something we can be, like "damned to hell". Again hell is in that sentence and ass is just another word for butt.

So there you go. That is my new year's resolution. Hopefully I can actually keep this one. haha. :D

Joy Unexpected

Who knew a short little message could bring me so much joy.

My mouth is starting to hurt from smiling. :D

20 things in 20 Years

Today is my 20th birthday. I have been alive for 2 whole decades! That's a long time and in that time there are some things that I've learned.

Here are the 20 most important things I've learned in my 20 years. :D

1) Not all relationships last, especially in Hollywood.
2) Not everyone is who you think they are
3) We all have our secrets (some may even have a dark passenger)
4) Keep your friends close and your enemies closer
5) Life's tough, get a helmet
6) Tv was better in the 90's
7) There are way less problems as a little kid
8) Puberty sucks
9) Middle school is a literal hell on earth. I didn't block out 8th grade for nothing
10) Some trilogies should stay as trilogies. None of this 4th movie bull shit
11) Commercials waste your life, especially on the internet. Ridiculous
12) Wireless internet is great, except at Liz Waters
13) Boys are cute. :D
14) Some people can be annoying as hell
15) Movies and TV don't depict real life, especially high school
16) Celebrities seem like fake people
17) Facebook is fake life, really fake
18) They show sex too much on tv/movies, we know what you're gonna do, don't need to see it
19) Kids are cute, until they become evil
20) My friends and family are the best things that have ever been mine

My Love...

grows stronger everyday. <3 <3 <3

Prioritizing

Lately my priorities have been a little shaky. So I'm here to sort them out the best I can.

This summer I was dedicated to Neal Caffrey but once school started again we figured it was best for us to take a break. It also seemed like a good time to take a break from Hank Lawson and his brother Evan. It was just too much to handle and needed to focus on school again. This September however, Jennifer introduced me to Dexter Morgan (we really hit it off) and we were happy for about a month or so. But during that same month Tia and Cristina introduced me to Sano Izumi and he became my new priority. But again that only lasted for so long. I mean it was hard enough trying to juggle Sano and Dexter and ultimately Dexter was the one who lost out. Then things took an ever greater turn when the Twins introduced me to Stephan and Damon Salvatore. (At this point, Dexter took a temporary backseat and Sano was out of my life for good) Stephan and Damon had an effect on my life like no other. For months those boys were all I talked about, all I thought about, all I cared about. But even the most intense relationships come to an end (or I suppose a break) and earlier this month, I decided to take a break from Stephen and Damon (or they decided to take a break from me) And to top it all off, Athavi and Mai brought Rui and Domyouji back into my life as well. (I hadn't seen them since last year and even then we had been on and off for a while)

So at this point it would seem that I'm a free woman without anything holding me down. WRONG. Last night Dexter and I got back together. (I don't know how I survived these last few months without him) However, here's the thing. This coming January, Neal will be back in the picture. We decided on a break that would only last as long as the semester did (but I also had this same agreement with Hank and Evan) And even worse Stephen and Damon will be back in my life near the end of January as well. I'm also planning on seeing Rui and Domyouji again even if it's only once a week (if I'm lucky)

So all in all, I need to sort out my priorities. But there is one person who I think has suffered the most throughout this whole ordeal. He's always been there for me and has always made me smile. He's strong and confident and really knows who he wants to be. This man is Taylor and I have been neglecting my one true love. My soul mate. I am so sorry Taylor for all the pain I have caused you through these last few months. But here's the thing: You are the only one for me. No matter how many people come into my life, you will always be there making me smile. I love you and I am truly sorry for the way I've been treating you. Please forgive me my love. <3

Well I still don't know what to do about these other guys but hey at least I have one priority sorted out. :D

Optimistic

In case you're feeling pessimistic for any reason, here's a little something to cheer you up.

http://hitrecordjoe.tumblr.com/post/2458286167/optimistic-by-cameron-smith-i-know-it-isnt

(And yes Joseph Gordon-Levitt did tell me to watch this via Twitter) :D

P.S. Merry Christmas!